{"id":54,"date":"2004-07-24T11:54:40","date_gmt":"2004-07-24T18:54:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/blog\/?p=52"},"modified":"2004-07-24T11:54:40","modified_gmt":"2004-07-24T18:54:40","slug":"li-ke-ho-rn-bl-ow-er-sl-ed-er-ho-se-n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/2004\/07\/24\/li-ke-ho-rn-bl-ow-er-sl-ed-er-ho-se-n\/","title":{"rendered":"Li-ke-Ho-rn-bl-ow-er-sl-ed-er-ho-se-n"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"storycontent\">\n<p>Twenty-six hundred miles from now,<br \/> my life will have changed,<br \/> incontrovertibly; what&rsquo;s more,<br \/> irrevocably.  And your life too.<\/p>\n<p>I feel a bit like I&rsquo;ve been pulled into the wrong war. My body ripped to shreds over a conflict that is not, fundamentally, mine. So do soldiers feel on the battlefield: <em>whose war is this?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I&rsquo;ve got a lot of anger now,<br \/> that I need to learn to deal with.<br \/> I&rsquo;ve got too much silence that<br \/> I need to learn to control;<br \/> or let go.  It leaks from my pores.<br \/> Expect from me but silence,<br \/> at least for a little while.<br \/> I have no marks to differentiate:<br \/> my silence from my noise.<\/p>\n<p>Goodbye; Farewell, Ohio.<br \/> Partings are bitter,<br \/> salty.  I hope that when I emerge,<br \/> newborn, on the new frontier;<br \/> that you will see a stronger side of me.<\/p>\n<p><em>&ldquo;I am here to live out loud.&rdquo;<\/em><br \/> -Emile Zola<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Twenty-six hundred miles from now, my life will have changed, incontrovertibly; what&rsquo;s more, irrevocably. And your life too. I feel a bit like I&rsquo;ve been pulled into the wrong war. My body ripped to shreds over a conflict that is not, fundamentally, mine. So do soldiers feel on the battlefield: whose war is this? I&rsquo;ve [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,17],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=54"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=54"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=54"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahniwa.com\/old\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=54"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}